[she wanders her way out to the park, and flops down next to rita... and puts a little bowl of coco puffs in front of her, before staring out over the landscape.]
It just... pisses me off that he turned out to be such a nutcase. And I don't even know if I'm madder at him, or myself for actually thinking he was better than all of that.
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Date: 2023-10-15 02:39 am (UTC)In the park
[ She's not really fine. She's sitting out on the grass somewhere, away from the paths and the people. ]
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Date: 2023-10-15 03:48 am (UTC)Sorry.
[she says, finally.]
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Date: 2023-10-15 04:29 am (UTC)Thanks.
[ a long pause, and she takes a handful of the cereal.
and there's another long pause. ]
It's... pretty hard to keep giving people chances when it keeps ending up like this.
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Date: 2023-10-15 04:42 am (UTC)Yeah, it is. [...] I gave up on giving people chances right before I got here. I wasn't going to do it anymore.
[something changed, obviously.]
So I get it. I'd get if you wanted to stop.
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Date: 2023-10-16 01:16 am (UTC)I mean, I don't know.
[ she pops a few of those puffs in her mouth. ]
It just... pisses me off that he turned out to be such a nutcase. And I don't even know if I'm madder at him, or myself for actually thinking he was better than all of that.
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Date: 2023-10-16 04:00 am (UTC)[she thinks about it for a second, then:] I'd be mad at him, honestly. Not your fault he was stupid enough to break your trust.