[ It takes a while for this one, too, and he can see a couple of typing... false starts before she sends something. ]
I guess some part of me actually thought that guy was my friend, or something stupid like that. But it turns out he's an idiot AND a lunatic, so Guess I should have known better.
[ okay first of all, relatable. and second of all, ow. he doesn't reply right away because he doesn't want to appear over-enthused or scare her off or make it seem like she has to talk to him. ]
you don't think those two things could both be true? i mean yeah he is an idiot and a lunatic but i don't know ...what made you think he might have been before?
I mean... We had some decent conversations once in a while And he'd always say stupid crap about how he believed in me Or whatever. It doesn't matter now.
usually when something doesn't actually bother a person and it doesn't matter they just move on and ignore it this is like the opposite of ignoring it ...which is fine, you know? it's hard to wrap your head around not knowing someone like you thought you did and even harder to wrap your head around the part where it's not really your fault
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Date: 2023-10-15 01:27 am (UTC)[ he says, thinking he's probably not going to get a real answer because it's rita but trying his best anyway. ]
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Date: 2023-10-15 02:37 am (UTC)Yeah.
[ it takes a while for her to add anything... ]
Just pissed off.
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Date: 2023-10-15 03:12 am (UTC)dare i ask about which part of it all?
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Date: 2023-10-15 03:20 am (UTC)I guess some part of me actually thought that guy was
my friend, or something stupid like that.
But it turns out he's an idiot AND a lunatic, so
Guess I should have known better.
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Date: 2023-10-15 04:56 am (UTC)you don't think those two things could both be true?
i mean yeah he is an idiot and a lunatic but
i don't know
...what made you think he might have been before?
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Date: 2023-10-15 06:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-15 06:24 am (UTC)don't play dumb, you know what part i mean
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Date: 2023-10-15 06:15 pm (UTC)We had some decent conversations once in a while
And he'd always say stupid crap about how he believed in me
Or whatever. It doesn't matter now.
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Date: 2023-10-16 03:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-16 04:55 am (UTC)It just does!
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Date: 2023-10-16 06:13 pm (UTC)this is like the opposite of ignoring it
...which is fine, you know?
it's hard to wrap your head around not knowing someone like you thought you did
and even harder to wrap your head around the part where it's not really your fault